I found December here, today, not knowing it was near ending. It’s that time of the year when little promises show traces of survival, and you gulp down coffee as if tomorrow doesn’t exist. Yet here I am, stuck in the middle of a memory that left me long ago. Sometimes, that’s what time does—it lets you stay in the comfort of your past while it quietly moves on, dividing your life into what was and what is.
I’ve built a little corner in my mind where I bury my unresolved thoughts. It’s a place I often retreat to, where I feel strangely at home. But this habit of burying things also weighs heavy. What hurts most isn’t the letting go—it’s the silent effort of trying to hold on, of loving fiercely, only to realize that love often teaches you how to let go. These days, I hesitate to touch anything new, fearing it will slip away, leaving my hands bare and empty once more.
The Endings I Found in December
December has always been more than just a month—it’s an emotion, a season of endings. It carries the weight of unfinished conversations, dreams deferred, and moments you wish you could freeze forever. It’s a bittersweet reminder that another year has slipped through your fingers, taking the laughter and tears, the wins and losses with it.
This month confronts you with truths you may have avoided all year. It shows you everything you didn’t accomplish and all the ways you’ve grown. It forces you to reckon with endings not just of time, but of relationships, chapters, and phases of life. December doesn’t make goodbyes easier, but it does teach you their inevitability.
And yet, there’s beauty in this ending. December asks you to pause, reflect, and acknowledge the journey so far. It doesn’t demand perfection—it simply nudges you to make peace with what is and isn’t.
The Warmth I Found in December’s Chill
Even with its inherent chill, December brings a unique warmth. It’s in the coziness of a soft blanket, the comfort of a steaming cup of chai, or the glow of fairy lights strung around a room. It’s in the laughter of loved ones gathered together, the smell of baked treats, and the nostalgia of favorite holiday tunes.
This warmth reminds us that life isn’t just about grand achievements. It’s in the fleeting, simple moments—the quiet sunsets, the long walks, the shared smiles. December teaches us that even when everything feels heavy, there are still pockets of joy to be found.
At the same time, this warmth is intertwined with a subtle melancholy. It reminds you that not everything can stay. Relationships fade, bonds loosen, and even the strongest connections sometimes weaken. December gently asks you to accept this truth and find solace in the memories rather than the permanence.
The Paradox I Found in December
What makes December unique is its duality. It’s both an ending and a beginning, heavy yet light, cold yet warm. It’s the month that makes you feel everything—joy, sadness, nostalgia, and hope—all at once.
For me, December often feels like a mirror, reflecting not just the past year but also my innermost thoughts and emotions. The long nights seem longer, the silence more profound, and the memories sharper. December demands reflection, whether you’re ready for it or not. In these moments of stillness, I’m reminded of the power of words and how they shape the way we process our experiences and the changes we undergo.
But it’s also a time of hope. As the month nears its end, it brings with it the promise of a fresh start. It’s an opportunity to leave behind what no longer serves you, to let go of the weight you’ve been carrying, and to step into the new year with renewed purpose.
Finding Beauty in Endings
December’s essence lies in its ability to remind us of the beauty in endings. Endings aren’t just about loss—they’re also about making space for new beginnings. As hard as it is to say goodbye, it’s also liberating to know that life always offers another chance.
I found December here today, in the faces of strangers walking hurriedly, in the sound of children laughing, and in the soft hum of a familiar tune. It reminded me that even when life feels stagnant, the world keeps moving. And so must we.
This month, I’ve learned to embrace both the joy and the pain it brings. I’ve realized that it’s okay to grieve the past while stepping into the future. December, in all its complexity, teaches us to hold on to the lessons, cherish the memories, and let go of what no longer fits.
A New Beginning Awaits
As I sit here, reflecting on this December day, I understand that time is less about how much we have and more about what we do with it. It’s about finding meaning in the mundane, strength in adversity, and hope in uncertainty.
December reminds us to pause, to breathe, and to appreciate the journey. It’s a month of paradoxes and transitions, asking us to reconcile the past with the future. As the year comes to a close, I carry with me Fahima Nahid’s words: “I found December here.”
These simple words encapsulate the heart of December—a time to reflect, to let go, and to prepare for what’s ahead. Because in every ending, there’s the promise of a beginning. And that’s the true magic of December.
I Found December by Fahima Nahid
As I sit by the window, watching December quietly unfold, I can’t help but reflect on the pieces of myself I’ve left behind this year. December has always felt like a mirror, showing me not just the joy but also the struggles I’ve carried. It’s a bittersweet month, where endings intertwine with beginnings, teaching me to let go of what no longer serves me. I’ve found solace in the cold mornings and warmth in fleeting moments, like the way a cup of coffee feels in my hands or how a familiar song stirs forgotten emotions. Writing about this month helps me process its paradoxes—its quiet melancholy and its soft hope. December for me, isn’t just about saying goodbye; it’s about finding meaning in the journey and courage to embrace what lies ahead. You can find more of my reflections on the power of your subconscious mind and how they guide me in understanding this process of letting go and finding clarity.
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